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Bleh...

Sun Aug 28, 2005, 12:59 PM



Well this was gonna be an upbeat journal until a few minutes ago when two people who I considered friends, well, one and the other just backed her up, decided to rub how much better they are in my noses and just generally get me down again. Yes, I know I live a shit life and I rarely get anything that is good quality, so when you get a new camera and rub it in my face that isn't very nice is it. Neither is telling me I don't "need" a new camera just because it's better than yours. Well the last time I checked I've been active on here since April 5th last year and all that time I've been craving for good tools, I get Photoshop which is a start then I get a relatively good camera to go with it. When that breaks why shouldn't I get a high-quality one? Just because yours isn't better than mine, just because it's something you can't rub in my face because my version's crap. So go back to your big house and sit with your loving family, don't give a second thought for me living with an alcoholic parent who couldn't care less about what happens in my life and sitting in this room that, in winter, almost turns me blue!

Fucking hell!

Right, now that rant's over... I was in Blackpool this weekend, and last time I was there I got drunk. Really drunk. I almost died :aww: But this time I stayed on alcopops and stayed sober. And I got some new friends... Woo :) It was all great fun until Nikita decided to drop my camera on the floor, now it's irreperable. Well, I can use it to take extremely close Macro shots, literally a few millimeters away from the lens... The optical lens broke off :( But I got a few shout from the party before it broke :) So have a look at a few :)













Oh, and incase you didn't read the first rant; my camera broke. Nikita (the blonde above) dropped it on the floor and the optical lens fell out... There's a pic of the aftermath here. [link] So don't expect any new deviations until I get my new camera. I'm getting a Nikon Coolpix 7600 Black eventually :drool: :aww:

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:iconpetit-chou-fleur:
I wanted to understand, I know what it's like to be depressed, I know what it's like to have a fucked up family, so don't tell me I don't consider you a friend, because one lousy argument could never change that :hug:

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:iconmrvercetti:
Your such a dirty whore.

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:iconspunkiemunkie:
Well it's just going from the best party I've been to in a long, long time (infact I don't think I've had that much fun at a party before and it was all new people I met) to having someone rain on my parade and tell me I don't deserve a new camera seriously fucked with my head.
:iconsalix02:
Oh for goodness sake, i will not be petty, i emailed you to try to make up. And here i am again. But something that i've just thought of... a bad workman blames his tools... and something else... i didn;t have a camera untill now, and i still managed an A at GCSE on a photography based Art course with a disposable! I know you think i was saying you can't have a camera, but why would i say that? I'm sorry you took it thw wrong way, and i'm sorry my parents are still together! it's hardly my fault is it? Get the camera by all means!! All i was saying was that i'm over the moon with my camera, and my parents did a tonne of over time to afford it and they're still paying for it and then you go get a better one? Why the better model Matt?

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:iconspunkiemunkie:
I'm getting the better model because it's one that I can afford along with my dad. And I'm actually paying for this camera, the majority of my EMA will be put towards it. Your parents payed, what? £300 fr the 5900? I'm paying a scratch over £200 for the 7600.
:iconpetit-chou-fleur:
Dammit, being a teenage really sucks, but your life is not shit, unless you want it to be! I can't tell you what great things you have in your life, you have to find them for yourself, and having arguing over a camera should not make you think everyone is out to get you. But I don't blame you for feeling that way, we all have our sensitivity, and when two people clash in that kind of mood it escalates out of all proportion... You deserve the new camera, but it's human nature to want something that is better than everyone else. In my whole round about way I'm just trying to say that you had your points, and Sarah had her points, but that doesn't mean that the world should be told that you felt hurt, because I felt hurt, and so did Sarah. Friendship is about diplomacy, and seeing the best in people, that's all I wanted to do, and that's all I want you to know. There's no need to say I don't want you to be happy, becxause that's the biggest bullshit I ever heard.

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Disposable... Lets not forget the use of my camera during your project...;P
:icon121divided121:
And you make it sound like your parents are skint!!! how the fuck can they be

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